Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Flowing, with painting further details. Sitting on the sofa. Listening to useful redpill content about female nature. While freestyling small brush lines. Enjoying the procession. Integrating fresh knew ideas. Satisfying my instant gratification dopamine neediness, with posting these photos. Justifying, back rationalising my decision, with, people must the actual latest level how good my paintings are. A little doubt, a stain on my vanity, that I should have waited with posting these till afternoon, when the detail complexion is higher. When there are further light effects. So the awe, the being impressed will be optimal. Egosyntonic enough to blatant writing this. Knowing how high the bar is with in contemporary painting, the great Dutch golden age masters from the 16. Hunderts, when watching the details, that these paintings still having a long way to grow.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: I Started this paintings backside around 2013 ish. It’s a old point of sale plakat canvas from a large music cd/ album vinyl shop. The paintings mainside is a abstract oilpainting. The abstract technical mechanic looking things you see here are so called ‚ Styles ‚ saying the word ‚ Seak ‚. The 2 target-cockpit like roundshapes from the small ‚a‘, reminded me for the last almost 10 years of a famous propaganda photo, from the front machine gun/ bomb viewer glas cockpit, of a Heinkel Bomber, flying a Night attack on London. A picture I saw the first time when being a child in a history book, about the 20. Century. I always loved the aesthetic design from world war 2 planes from all sides. Today i just painted lines. Thin shadows, suggesting the styles are out of plastic, or metal. I although did a lighter shape, suggesting light.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: I had afew happy moments while painting. Then I received a phone call from female friend. She did a few poisondrippings. Took away from my ego. Lesson here, i let her pump up my ego. ( oh you are looking good cause of the workout you do. You having a nice Teint. Wow you repaired the lawn mower. You are exhaling, projecting a better energy. I didn’t had my ego barriers up. Let outside information influence my core, my ego. Woman are trying to pump your ego, just to put a needle with in the ego. And poison drip, spell double binds. Some nonsense story about i treated her bicycle right. In Reality a phone call before, I was too confident to her. She felt los of the control. And came with bike nonsense. I just checked she was putting her manipulation game on me, when continuing this post my inspiration, and good vibe where much lower. So how can my art, my work process amplify my deattachment from validation/ ego growth sneaking in from the outside? How can my art inspire myself, aswell as my artviewers having high ego barriers. Conotating all outside information from 2. / 3. persons being nice gestures, and that’s it. People can implict concious feel/ pace what you see, although via voice.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Iam painting myself the spaceships, vehicles, planes, tanks, military stuff, mint condition historic weapons, mint condition awards from all sides, uniform designs, camo designs, weapons, toys, cars, helicopters, cranes, trucks, I ever wanted, liked, indulged in, my ego identified with when being a child. In the Picture, middle part from my artist/ family, the letter ‚ k ‚. The paintings with in my actual specified/ preferd work rotation, having reached detail level richness, that i prefer painting them instead watching movies/ the latest tv series episode of what is hip at the Moment. Like Yellowstone, we own this city, Mayans mc, curb your enthusiasm, Oss117, Top Gun, The blues & the Grey’s, Tropic Thunder, 39,90, The Equalizer, Men & Chicken, Jack Reacher, Sharpe‘s Rifles, Die Märchenbraut, Tatort, Just to name some example.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Maybe my art, my oeuvre‘s main topic, is having Gratitude. Iam having the ‚nk ‚ from the Word ‚ Thank you ‚ ( German language: ‚ Danke ‚ ). With in the middle of my family name. From my mothersides name, it includes aswell a positive word with in the family name. Being in gratitude, having gratitude, being thankful is foundation for being in a contentment state.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Painting with a small brush, reminds of heating up syringe needles, and putting them with hairspray spray nozzles. A technique I used in 1989/1990 to build myself skinny, thin spray nozzles/ spray caps. There is something about painting with small brush, holding a small brush with conotates a certain decent swagger. The healthy substitute productive gesture, to a cigar, or little silver straw. Iam bogarding a 10/0 synthetics small brush as we speak/ while Iam writing these lines. Btw, loving the colors. It’s a mixed media painting on canvas, backside. The main side i painted in 2006. The backside here visible I started step by step from 2010ish on, circa. Loving the texture & the muted colors. Pre acceptance of the soon auttum.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: It’s still work in progess. It says my artist name / name ‘ SEAK, written ‘ Seak ‘. The red round – green element is a small ‘ e ‘. I painted hunderds of paintings like this, with in a much large size, let’s say 2,50 meter x 8 meter the usual on. All around the world, on walls, and vehicles. You see here the backside of a the painting. The other side although painted. The effort, the time, the fact that i paint them just by myself makes my art natural rare.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Maybe my art is a lgbtq frequency protection shield/ dream catcher/ trigger redirector? Iam painting my art with the right arm. My male artviewers which seeing the painting get liberated from a possible hidden in der there psyche doubt about there sexual identity. Or my art making them being less with dissonance with possible lgbtq activies with in there past? Or my art shields there extra marriage activies from there wife’s ever screening intuition? Maybe my art make them grounded, and humbled, being in the masculine polarity? What is the energy your are getting? How is SEAK Claus Winkler’s art influencing you?
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Iam already getting hunches of being unhappy, cause I feel equal hunches of happiness of the current state the painting is developing it. We humans are made for happy ness, that’s a hollywood lie. Our base line emotion is being unhappy, grief, sadness, how ever you wanna call it. The baselines best us maybe content with oneself. So a part of me is already seeing that the details Iam doing are/ will looking great. I delayed my art, with in my rotation this ‚ instant gratification ‚ for 10/ 12 years. Yup. The other part, already over that mountain top happiness curve, curbing my enthusiasm, already seeing the demand, to come up with the next level, make the painting beyond what is now. Maybe being in present, catching myself, and focusing on my presence helps.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: ‚ Front is enough ‚ ( vorne ist genug ). My art giving men, at a implict level the green light, the a ‚ok‘ that they have enough in the pants, they sporting enough, the women are cool with just getting catered into her front. My art gives non hung guys a good feeling, making the Woman, and the man feel good. The front side feels better then the backside. My art offers from a alpha man perspective both to the world. The woman answering with a hint that the ‚ front is enough ‚. This dialogue is imbedded with in my art. My art is although is the security energy. With my art, the man is stimulated enough, although after decades of seriell monogamie without having to escalating into unfree triggered kink fetishes like ‚ front is enough ‚ = she brings him a c-pie from her bull(s)/ lover(s).
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Maybe my art, why Iam painting my art is a request, a order, a command at a implict level to all people watching, in the environment, being physical present. A command, demand, remembering, Appell which is ‚ SEAK Claus Winkler. Narcissistic / ego focused take take take people are answering interpretating that spark/ hunch on there level. People with ‚ we ‚, thorough perspective, common good resonating, giving energy, on there level.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: What I people where mentioning me often was, my art, my name, represents the end point, the dot, with in a conclusion, a final thought to a personal theme, topic, answer, realization. My painting, my art, my brand, artist being, is the endpoint. It represents there dot, when they having a calm cool collected inner talk to that thought/ conclusion. Or a exclamation mark, when they scream, shouting to them selfs. When there inner middle, there inner oak is abit out of there calm.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Maybe my art is making everyone, sexually harboured with in a person, animal, thing, narrative, brand, thought, deed. Like the act is fulfilled, the pie is leaking, dripping already. Like its all good, can we all can come down, cool down, and do what people are doing when is peaced by sexual relief. Like a lightfooted friendly, asexual vibe.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Or my art suggests gives people that state after 2 people are both decided they will having sex, and just watching in there mind for the closest intim room Location to full fill the deed.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Often paint structures which look like Metal, or plastic which looks like metal, or metal which looks like digital painted metal. It’s like iam trying to make people not being aware that they are not naked. Or Iam giving them the illusion they will have sex, while instead they just become released to freedom, in to the structureless, connectiveness, thorough, air. Only to be catched by some female, sensing that freedom and presence.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: My art remembers people to exhale there freedom. Being it simple breathing, releasing the air with there mouth, natural. Cleaning the mind in to presence. Aswell as when being in a narcissistic ego superiority illusion, switching to a healthy thorough connectiveness. I guess that although goes vise versa. Exhaling freedom is the main message. You must, you are allowed, you can, exhale your freedom. Interesting is that, most people, in the fear, that this exhaling, showing, signaling, there freedom, could be interpretated as ‚ Lgbtq ‚ ( active/ passive / versatile (( dom/ sub/ switch )) ), use after the freedom expression immediately a tool, a machine, a deed, a consume, etc, to avoid being in that freedom, to be taken/ entangling them in a unwanted Lgbtq frequency with other persons, and or promisq/ swinger/ triangle/ cuckolding/ etc frequency. I guess that’s where the ‚ nice / nett ‚ frequency/ pattern/ being social comes with in mind.
In the picture, left Ball, the small ‚ e ‚, right ball the small ‚ a ‚. Work in progress, me, the artist indulging painting a layer details.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: My work, make mens/ artwatchers sperm, in to killer sperm. My art supports the sperm from my artviewer. Strengthing my viewers, makes the artviewer jealousy aware, aloof to ego perspectives, giving them a higher number elevated plain.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: My art strengthens male egosyntonic.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: My art strengthens the necessary witt, laughing it off, little sister perspective/ frame when women are doing there compliance tests ( although known as shit tests ).
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: My work has this mensright, men doing there own thing, empowering men conotation metaframe already with in my 1970s/ 1980s childhood drawings. Although in my late 1990s comic book drawings, and although in my wallpaintings/ canvases within the 1990s/2000s.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: My art intensefys the intimacy due jealousy consciousness between my artowners and there female companions.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: My art recontextualise/ reframe possible substance abuse ( ( ‘ expensive thick leaf parrot marching powder garlic from South america ‘) connotation trigger/ offers my artowners are catching with in there every day live, in to male female physical intimacy. Including hardwood / strong pipe,
cuck-oldery, hot wifing, swinging, hypergamy, cxxk carousel, hookup culture, thotery, secret society of having sex, high body counts, dorfmatratzen, a bonobo like social order, being open minded to everybody, etc, etc. Although in a non physical way, regarding being open minded to people who aren’t good for oneself. my name/ energy is, just being open for people. Noooo, I don’t have time. Iam busy painting the work in progress paintings with in my rotation. I guess my work is for men who should have a higher bodycounts, vetting a higher number of women, and or being a little bit tougher, ‚ less nice guy ‚, masculiner with there woman/ women. ( Yes, 2 consenting adults). It’s the words, the energy with in my name, in case you don’t see that in my paintings.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Iam laying in my bedroom, in bed, and i have no idea what i should write about my painting. Maybe it’s ‚ off ‚/ ‚ blanc ‚ / relaxed/ ‚ offtime ‚ state/ feeling, is what Iam giving with my art. My artowners are able relaxing, leaving work, the dust & the noise of the day behind. And/ or my art gives my artowners a good feeling/ state, regarding the CEO’s they have put in power for there company’s, shareholding’s, firm structures. Peace of mind
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: ‚ Uschi ‚ i call this Photo, this painting, ‚ Uschi ‚ it is a german female name. When putting the focus not on my painting, what you see, rather how my name works, what it suggests. I guess it necessary to anchor people when watching my art, on females, so they stay in there heterosexuality/ binary frame. The ‚ CL ‚ and the ‚ Kl ‚ with in my name already suggesting ‚ Clitorial/ Klitoris ‚ going to a female. If that isn’t gripping at trigger level, my painting giving them Harbour, a female is always somewhere catching the energy. ‚ Apple juice ‚ is although a Solution, though women are not having a Adam’s apple. The paintings with in this picture are all work in progess. They are all paintings backsides. I guess the meaning with in my name suggests: , the child/ baby looks obvious like the father, so it’s all good.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: The higher, the complexer I go with in my detail painting, art details, nuances, the further i am realizing how much longer the process will take. Or how long the process will take. Iam at a point, where i got to go with a higher depth intensity with in my work, my process, my focus. accepting the years. Chunking my paintings, my process. Maybe being although smart like Rembrandt with detail/ no detail parts. with painting with small brushes, i opened the box of pandora, eaten the apple, iam naked.
The spraypaint parts with in the painting, the color choice are there so that I will better when painting the painting. I felt I needed feeling better. That’s why I have chosen the full brightish yellow. My decision wasn’t based on composition, aesthetics, what’s good for the painting, what i like. No, I used the colors, cause i wanted to feel better during the process. I guess that will although reflect on the artviewers, they will feel good too. I know, the human mind isn’t made for long term happiness, that’s a corporate/ snake oil / Hollywood lie. Though i know about the power colors having.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler:
Flowing, with painting further details. Sitting on the sofa. Listening to useful redpill content about female nature. While freestyling small brush lines. Enjoying the procession. Integrating fresh knew ideas. Satisfying my instant gratification dopamine neediness, with posting these photos. Justifying, back rationalising my decision, with, people must the actual latest level how good my paintings are. A little doubt, a stain on my vanity, that I should have waited with posting these till afternoon, when the detail complexion is higher. When there are further light effects. So the awe, the being impressed will be optimal. Egosyntonic enough to blatant writing this. Knowing how high the bar is with in contemporary painting, the great Dutch golden age masters from the 16. Hunderts, when watching the details, that these paintings still having a long way to grow.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Work in progess. Think Johannes vermeer, breughel, otto dix, caravaggio, when it comes to details, complexity. The curse, the blessing who long the paintings taking. It’s duty, entertainment, boredom, responsibility, that drives me. I am not thinking, going mentally there too much, too deep, when catching myself thinking about the time it will take. It’s funny, i would prefer painting different paintings. Watching the paintings from the other artists. In a way the paintings from other artists are giving me a better pleasure, astonishing me, giving me a positive awe feeling. It’s the Same duty like thinking blood lineage, iam repeting myself, ‚ duty ‚ which keeps going. It’s the the other side working with a carousel/ rotation. Anyway iam exercising gratitude.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus Winkler: Today was a good day. Lots of detail painting with small brushes. Lines, lines, lines. Watched the last episodes of Mayans mc fourth season. Shopping for food. Harvest some tomatoes. Will end the day with a bottle redwine. Loving my brush life. Doing just small details, flowing with the ouevre. Making paintings optimal, where you already accepted thenpinting for how they where a self rewarding, pleasing expierence. Although at least 10hours listening to practical female psychology, getting that every maxi dose redpill serial. Clarity essential when it comes to understanding women.
Why? German Artist SEAK Claus Winkler why he painted this, why he painted that?
– I had that color left over.
– I wanted to show my typical style.
– Variate with my typical style.
– Playing with a fresh idea.
– Being bold, doing a color combination which ‘ normally ‘ wouldn’t do.
– Doing a Color combination which feels wrong on purpose. Knowing deep down with in me, that I will loving it.
– To overcome my creeping conservatism, being surprised out of my comfortzone.
– Enjoying expierencing how the paint flows with a particular brush on the painting.
– will enrich my oeuvre range.
– will makes me having optimized thoughts, self control, focus, with in the future during my work process.
– hard to copy ( bite)
– looks so different, ugly, etc, that other painters/ artists/ etc, won’t copy it.
– feels good doing it, while doing it.
– first painting artist doing it.
– always wanted to do that.
– was already fascinated by this when I was a child/ with in my youth.
– Makes me feel, escaping from the bored disgusted feeling of too much repitition.
– I like where the paintings takes me.
– Enjoy playing with a new painting strategy.
– the only thing seemed good doing, due composition, size of the painting, how the piece was already developed.
– trusting my process doing it my way.
Why? German artist SEAK Claus Winkler explaining his ‘ why’s ‘
– Why am I so driven wanting sculpt these abstract stylised letter structures/ spaceships saying the word ‘ Seak ‘ out of the canvases backside?
– Why am I wanting to make these forms saying the word ‘ Seak ‘, realistic, mechanical, complex, three dimensional, with weathering, rust, a used, functional look?
– Why am I painting details, I already saw, recognized already with in childhood in toys, models, machines, etc?
– Why am I painting a painting on a paintings backside I painted in 1999? ( it’s the canvas ( red, rose, yellow orange, black, the style with the paint splash ) which where the top image, in grey, on my artcrimes artist webpage.
– Why am I attracted to devellopping my painting into a technical, mechanic aesthetical direction?
Short moments of happiness. Scares resource among artists, creative types. Happy although with the day, when it comes to productivity. Efficiency. The auttum is ok, due all the detailed brush work I can indulge in. Escapism with in the deepest, newest, farest mental realms. Loosing myself with in flow, challenge, duty, and the drive, the will, to take it to my personal next level. How to optimize my process? How to Optimising my work rituals, the little body movements, iam doing everyday all the time?
Why? German artist SEAK Claus Winkler‘s „ Why‘s „. I make my art so that the man is the the price. For example in this photo the artists office ( Silvia) is doing photos, showing interest in the artists work, doing something proactive. Documenting the work for wealthy ( selfexplaining) art investors/ art buyers. Why? Cause the artist was mentioning to her that other women are doing something benefit the artist. Pattern result, Silvia starts doing something, cause she has competition wanting to be the better result bringing, better high value bringing woman, for the artist. It’s the artists magic, energy. The woman always with in competition with the/ other women in general. I guess it’s the ‚ EA ‚ with in ‚ SEAK ‚ = jealousy, as well as ‚ Claus Winkler ‚ = recognize my actions, my patterns, my results i bring you the value. The artists art, his energy makes the man the price, the women competing for the man, the art owner, artviewers, artwatchers.
Why? German artist SEAK Claus Winkler‘s „ Why? „
The artist is painting, that the man is the price, having women with in his life which competing for him sharing him. In the Pictures the Artist‘s beautiful office taking photos to be the go to solution for the artist. Cause she brings the best business results, competing with the/ other women. We man judging the results, the patterns results, recognizing the patterns. Seperating the just showing she brings results, from the actual results. That’s what the artists art is. Making women competing for the man, the art watcher/ the art owner. The painting the everyday influence.
Why. German artist SEAK Claus Winkler’s why? The artist why, is escaping the void from doing nothing, not having a purpose. Precised the artist is escaping the always lurking, present danger sliding into a Lgbtq frequency, from do doing nothing, when not having a cup tea/ coffee/ a bottle of water in his hand. The artist why is l, he belt his name, is anchored primed in to working, doing. A tool, a weapon, a women, a phallus, something with has the form of a ‘ r ‘. A hammer? A long barrel percussion pistol? A colt? ( he packs average a 38, cut) a mountain climbing hammer. A carpenters hammer? A Ax pick, medieval war hammer? X? So he escapes with in non self absorbency, work flow, work with tools .the fact that art is on square makes his artwork, the paintings the bed, blanket, towel, for art buying couples, the artowner.
Artist, Künstler SEAK Claus WinklerWhy am I painting? Maybe compensating father son conflicts with in my youth? Repressed sexuality? Not having spend enough time with my father. He had to work alot. The things he later wanted to do with me spending time weren’t my interests. Maybe it was already too late for father son activities. Not being able bringing home girls. My Mom putting down a playboy poster with #Playmateofthemonth i liked. ( She didnt liked her. Putting it down without saying anything). Having to hide my fapping ( self relief) porn magazines, like a forbidden treasure deep with in my room. My parents could have been proactive supportive, practical elaborate with female psychology, #girls, recommendings, advices. Instead of betaisation. Saying nothing, or saying too less. I guess me painting, drawing, sketching, so much. Holding pens, brushes, spraycans, with the finger, always round forms, is similar to mastrubating, selfreflief, fapping. It’s the same gesture. Surface the pron magazine, the bed blanke5, the tissue = paper, canvas, cardboard. I based my signature small ‘ a ‘ , on my competition pro extra amiga500 joystick ( red/ visible window plastic) , as a substitute for my #phallus, reproductive organ. ( rubberworm )
My parents when being a child where always happy that when we were on holidays i could keep my self busy with myself. Raining during first days with in the summer holiday pension ( small private bed & breakfast mini hotel) room. I was being happy with myself, drawing, reading. Always silent. Never bored. No need for entertaining me.
Continued with this canvas, after thinking 20 years it was finished. The paintings backside work in progress, just with oil, since circa 2013 ish. I remember I bought the canvas and the wood, building it in 2000, after painting in Hongkong aberdeen. Might have shown this painting at the exhibition at the Kunstverein Bonn Duisdorf. The exhibition Vernissage ( art opening ) just a few days before I flew at the 11.September 2001, from Münster via train, to Frankfurt. Flew from Frankfurt airport, via Bangkok, to Auckland Newzeeland. Painting walls, exhibiting, painting canvases for a month, with in NewZeeland, Sydney, and Perth. Im will painting my paintings with a approach learning, variating ( which is learning). Got to grow as much as possible, while creating a oeuvre people like seeing. Making the fact that I have all these ‘ small ‘ formats, my advantage. Growing learning , for the larger format paintings. Having fun, being entertained, is the natural priority. That keeps me going. Painting is like creating a childhood, youth playboy, playroom toy collection with is a magical collection from super cool toys, astonishing scale models. Like seeing a well curated comic collection for the first time. Or standing in shop, which was a overwhelming Sortiment of products you love. ( candyshop, museum, weapon collection, collectible car collection, comic book store, limited edition sneaker store, luxury watches collection, etc.) it’s like Iam painting myself these paintings, to expierence that feeling.
Except the Greek symbols, letter with in the top, upper part, all forms are ‘ S ‘ letters. Might ad further letters later. The paintings backside although work in progress, just with oil paint, full abstract. The ‘ S ‘ basic style is based on two large wall paintings i painted when being invited to beautiful Guadalajara, Jalisco, Mexico in 2008. I am sure I painted ‘ S ‘ letters like this before. I remember sketching ‘ S ‘ letters like this sitting in newzeeland, in a mansion, on the hill, watching the black beach, where they filmed the Xenia Movies Tv series, and Lord the rings, in September 2001. The ‘ V ‘ looking lower part bow of the ‘ S ‘ might be a reference to ‘ V ‘ in Vulvae, the ‘ V ‘ in Silvia, or in Just ‘ via ‘.( Roman for way/ street). I was born, and Iam living in a area next to old Roman road 2000a+ years old. A lot larger roads/ streets with in the area here are build by Roman legionaries. My name is although derived from Santa Claus/ Claudio, a old Roman name. Due family history, hugonotts, East Prussian/ slesian/ Lithuanian, from the migrant sides of the family i might although having a certain realationship to roads. My greatgrandfather 12 year service infantry, my grandmother/ father 5 month everyday russian dive bombing attacks on there 2 horse carried wagons. The name ‘ Claus ‘ implicit suggests as as warning how women can behave, belonging to street. Although “ loving “ / liking them for who they are. Not judging hypergamous/ promisq/ high bodycount behavior. De pedestalising possible niceguy/ intrinsic shame mh-complex behaviors to ‘ Via = Road/ street = Claus. All path ways body exists/ entrances are just roads.
Activitys from german artist SEAK Claus Winkler’s artcollectors, artbuyers, artinvestors, he knows of. With in the order he freestyle remembers/ recollects:
– collecting oldtimer cars,
– travelling being on holiday,
– having a racing stable,
– collecting firearms/ weapons
– fast motorcycle ( racing style),
– doing illicit recreational substances,
– drinking alcohol,
– wine connoisseurs/ collecting wine,
– working out, having a personal trainers training them,
– playing golf
– boxing
– fast cars ( porsche )
– having tattoos
– being fathers
– visiting restaurants
– having young attractive women
– Swimming
– Women
– luxury watches
– cycling
– sports fans
– cigars
– collecting old children’s books
– in to politics
– cooking
– family life
– ex skater/ longboarder
– partying
– getting coached/ into personal development
– entrepreneurs/ running company’s/ being selfesteemed.
She still work in progess. Yes, my paintings are female. Makes everything less triggerfish. The big red bulky thing at the right, is my ‚ K ‚. Iam painting so often these bird/ transformer gundam/ aeroplane/ airforce/ luftwaffe/ wings. Time to make although a ‚ K ‚ where the right lower bar touches the ground. When the canvas will be ready, there will be lots of details, nuances. Abstract technical realism. In the 2000 Years, or in the 90s I would have thought this painting would be already finished. My eyes have grown. Iam thankful that despite that i had all these conflicts with my father with in my youth, he let me follow my interests. I have although in class starting in German Grundschule ( after kindergarden, before Middelschool ) drawing, and painting, often not following what the teacher said in class. Although in Highschool ( Realschule). Was always the sorrow child. In a way a scapegoat for teachers, etc. it’s wasn’t like i was on highquality elite schools, where teachers where supporting individual interests. I was always doing my own thing.