With one of my studios where Iam painting my art.
Iam painting my art everywhere.
In the detail phase Iam having the body movement range from a Guinea pig (love. I can’t love women, I can just like them, having intercxurse, though I can love Guinea pigs.).
My paintings are growing in sacral power, depth, and energy.
Iam painting them in rotation, just like the modern women having rosters of men.
Iam doing my paintings most of the time one work step each.
So they grow all in a year. Some times, for example when I collector pre paid a painting, Iam working a piece in a row.
When the painting is finished it gives me a rush, being happy for a very short moment.
Happiness is rare/ scarce, when being an artist who paints his paintings himself.
My mother when being a child, was although painting.
She did her childhood drawings during the english/ American carpet bombing attacks, with in the anti aircraft bunker ( Luftschutz) here in the local Powerplant/ industry area, where although my studio is.
My grandfather became 2 awards for his achievements/ deeds with anti air craft/ airprotection.
Iam still having them.
The bunker is although still there.
It looks like a part from my typical painting style.
My family from my fathers side expierenced 5 months everyday dive bombing attacks on there refugee horse carried wagons in one of the coldest winters.
Laughing waving cheering sowjet pilots, happy & excited shooting down the family’s on the treck.
I like painting my paintings from all sides.
The left painting in stairways is from 1998.
All paintings are at least with one side work in progress.
I assume I will still work the paintings with in my possession still in 20 years.
Doing details, nuances.
Think Dutch golden age.
I Just took these photos.
With one of my studios where Iam painting my art.
Iam painting my art everywhere. In the detail phase Iam having the body movement range from a Guinea pig (love. I can’t love women, I can just like them, having intercxurse, though I can love Guinea pigs.).
My paintings are growing in sacral power, depth, and energy. Iam painting them in rotation, just like the modern women having rosters of men. Iam doing my paintings most of the time one work step each.
So they grow all in a year. Some times, for example when I collector pre paid a painting, Iam working a piece in a row.
When the painting is finished it gives me a rush, being happy for a very short moment.
Happiness is rare/ scarce, when being an artist who paints his paintings himself.
My mother when being a child, was although painting.
She did her childhood drawings during the english/ American carpet bombing attacks, with in the anti aircraft bunker ( Luftschutz) here in the local Powerplant/ industry area, where although my studio is.
My grandfather became 2 awards for his achievements/ deeds with anti air craft/ airprotection. Iam still having them.
The bunker is although still there. It looks like a part from my typical painting style.
My family from my fathers side expierenced 5 months everyday dive bombing attacks on there refugee horse carried wagons in one of the coldest winters.
Laughing waving cheering sowjet pilots, happy & excited shooting down the family’s on the treck.
I like painting my paintings from all sides.
The left painting in stairways is from 1998.
All paintings are at least with one side work in progress.
I assume I will still work the paintings with in my possession still in 20 years. Doing details, nuances.
Think Dutch golden age.
If Iam not talking myself about my paintings, Iam asking others saying something about my paintings.
Why am I painting? Is it Iam switching, ejecting at a certain point with presence.
Conversation, life with in a other parallel universe, doing, making, saying, thinking everything i must to with painting.
Creating playful a oneness of all things, thoughts, beings, autistic non sensor filtered human overflow from the moment with in a paint.
Structureless structure, frozen transformed in a painting.
Iam often having parts with in my paintings where Iam not knowing what I do.
I just paint something.
Sometimes I paint with a strategy. Sometimes, with light, mechanical, weathering, usage, organically effects, I paint automatic.
Sometimes Iam painting so that I have good colors to see later in the process, so i catch myself.
I did. this already in advance with colors, forms, when I had known that I have a loved one dieing in the near future.
Keeping myself strong, stoic with my paintings.
I should always talk about my paintings.
If Iam not talking myself about my paintings, Iam asking others saying something about my paintings.
Why am I painting? Is it Iam switching, ejecting at a certain point with presence.
Conversation, life with in a other parallel universe, doing, making, saying, thinking everything i must to with painting.
Creating playful a oneness of all things, thoughts, beings, autistic non sensor filtered human overflow from the moment with in a paint.
Structureless structure, frozen transformed in a painting.
Iam often having parts with in my paintings where Iam not knowing what I do.
I just paint something.
Sometimes I paint with a strategy. Sometimes, with light, mechanical, weathering, usage, organically effects, I paint automatic.
Sometimes Iam painting so that I have good colors to see later in the process, so i catch myself.
I did. this already in advance with colors, forms, when I had known that I have a loved one dieing in the near future.
Keeping myself strong, stoic with my paintings.
For the first time. Although in floors above. No concept.
Just a tetris logic, space.
All paintings are painted from both sides, and are work in progess.
They are growing into sacred muted mature Dutch golden age/ flamish primitives/ Van Gogh/ Rembrandt/ Bruegel/ Kirchner/ old masters etc like masterpieces.
i have accepted my faith working theses babies for a few further decades.
I could although paint them with my small brushes on some uhnwi superyacht, or in a mega estates couch landscape.
Maybe me painting is my digitalsobriety compensation substitute from playing computer games.
I loved indulging in to these with in the 80s ( amiga500), and then a little with in the 90s when I bought myself a power Mac station from a painting I sold.
Painting is a mix of escapism aswell as being hyper present, while reflecting, creating, playing.
It takes ages painting on canvas/ paper/ metal, compared to painting outside at walls.
Always remember when see my work, the paintings are all just work in progress.
Although when they seem ready/ finished, it’s just a beginning/ mid stage.
During my process I am always having different approaches painting.
Inspiration comes with work, long hours.
I often trade being focused while painting with being entertained while painting listening to audio content, to keep on keeping on.
Sometimes to create depth, sophistication, concious nuance i don’t listen to anything which takes my focus away.
Sometimes I do the opposite. At the end of the day it counts how long I have painted.
When I get asked what i want to say with my paintings which is visible with in the painting, I learned people often wan’t/ can’t follow my depth of explanation.
They usual need a supervisual answer.
Same goes for/ with why paint.
I hung these painting this spring.
For the first time. Although in floors above. No concept.
Just a tetris logic, space.
All paintings are painted from both sides, and are work in progess.
They are growing into sacred muted mature Dutch golden age/ flamish primitives/ Van Gogh/ Rembrandt/ Bruegel/ Kirchner/ old masters etc like masterpieces.
i have accepted my faith working theses babies for a few further decades.
I could although paint them with my small brushes on some uhnwi superyacht, or in a mega estates couch landscape.
Maybe me painting is my digitalsobriety compensation substitute from playing computer games.
I loved indulging in to these with in the 80s ( amiga500), and then a little with in the 90s when I bought myself a power Mac station from a painting I sold.
Painting is a mix of escapism aswell as being hyper present, while reflecting, creating, playing.
It takes ages painting on canvas/ paper/ metal, compared to painting outside at walls.
Always remember when see my work, the paintings are all just work in progress.
Although when they seem ready/ finished, it’s just a beginning/ mid stage.
During my process I am always having different approaches painting.
Inspiration comes with work, long hours. I often trade being focused while painting with being entertained while painting listening to audio content, to keep on keeping on.
Sometimes to create depth, sophistication, concious nuance i don’t listen to anything which takes my focus away.
Sometimes I do the opposite. At the end of the day it counts how long I have painted.
When I get asked what i want to say with my paintings which is visible with in the painting, I learned people often wan’t/ can’t follow my depth of explanation.
They usual need a supervisual answer.
Same goes for/ with why paint.
Picture like my paintings with in my mind, beautiful.
The company you keep. Sitting in the morning sun now. Should go swimming in the lake today?
Or should I paint? Or should I do my art marketing?
I must do mummy work out today too.
From the next painting deal I will invest in a gym work out station bank. Lifting weights.
I just took these photos with in my studio. Iam interested in what the paintings are doing with the people.
Why am I painting my paintings?
Creating a glowing, perfect state, anchoring between what objects, item, visuals, thoughts, ego investments I fetishize with in the outside, and the inside with in same moment?
When I see a beautiful awesome machine, vehicle, ship, men made structure painting something is my way connecting with it?
Maybe my paintings are a pussiiii well destroyed, glowing, reflecting in the light?
Or my painting when looking too different from that are describing the reflection from the good deed?
My painting waving in people in to the vagene like the groundcrew the landing crew at a aircraft carrier?
Iam almost hearing the soundtrack from top gun/ iron eagle right now?
For me machines, and technology has faces, personality, character, which Iam reflecting in my paintings.
With in my paintings Iam digesting, coping, filtering, the enchanted influence from narratives, from what machines, structures visual things, animals, although humans having communicated to me.
Maybe Iam relieving my self allthough from ego, me me me, aswell as disgust/ stabilsing/ etc via painting what I paint.
Maybe that’s the pattern, structure, below from what I think what I paint it, why I paint it?
Maybe May paintings are a reflection from being in a constant ‘ awe/ autism/ autistic/ etc ‘ state?
Beautiful day yesterday.
Picture like my paintings with in my mind, beautiful.
The company you keep. Sitting in the morning sun now. Should go swimming in the lake today?
Or should I paint? Or should I do my art marketing?
I must do mummy work out today too.
From the next painting deal I will invest in a gym work out station bank. Lifting weights.
I just took these photos with in my studio. Iam interested in what the paintings are doing with the people.
Why am I painting my paintings?
Creating a glowing, perfect state, anchoring between what objects, item, visuals, thoughts, ego investments I fetishize with in the outside, and the inside with in same moment?
When I see a beautiful awesome machine, vehicle, ship, men made structure painting something is my way connecting with it?
Maybe my paintings are a pussiiii well destroyed, glowing, reflecting in the light?
Or my painting when looking too different from that are describing the reflection from the good deed?
My painting waving in people in to the vagene like the groundcrew the landing crew at a aircraft carrier?
Iam almost hearing the soundtrack from top gun/ iron eagle right now?
For me machines, and technology has faces, personality, character, which Iam reflecting in my paintings.
With in my paintings Iam digesting, coping, filtering, the enchanted influence from narratives, from what machines, structures visual things, animals, although humans having communicated to me.
Maybe Iam relieving my self allthough from ego, me me me, aswell as disgust/ stabilsing/ etc via painting what I paint.
Maybe that’s the pattern, structure, below from what I think what I paint it, why I paint it?
Maybe May paintings are a reflection from being in a constant ‘ awe/ autism/ autistic/ etc ‘ state?